I am not a fan of bangs until recently I was contemplating on having one. I couldn't even remember when did I last had it. But the fondest was in Kindergarten.
Some months ago, I was undecided on the haircut I want to have since I'm just planning to grow it longer. Just to appease me longing for change, I cut it by myself which was more liberating than I expected. What prompted everything was a chat with my mom and aunt the other day. My aunt, who has a salon in her house, had bangs and was curious how did she cut it. She taught it via Skype and I was so eager to try it. At first, I was having second thoughts because I'm not really sure how will I look in it and will it fit me? But, maybe the urge was just too strong that I just took out the scissors from the cabinet and did it in less than three minutes yesterday! I am happy with how i cut it. It wasn't perfect and good thing the length is just fine.
Peter doesn't really like it. He likes my hair just single length, down and simple. But later on, he was just smiling at me and maybe he's just happy for the success of my plan! Haha...What's even funnier was Jakob couldn't get off his eyes off me and smiling all the while with my new haircut. It made me feel funny. Maybe, he thinks it looked funny. Haha! But I like the stare he gave me yesterday. Maybe, he was trying to figure whether it's still his mommy or a nanny!! Haha....But whatever it is, the same bangs gave me a feeling of relief as Jakob was completely fine the whole weekend (and his disease wasn't pharyngitis, Peter found out it's Roseola Infantum or 3-day Fever). The bangs was a sign of the end of a week-long struggle with my sick son. And a great feeling to look forward for the coming week. I don't know what's coming but I am just excited with how things are going to turn out this week, with my new bangs. I guess, I just needed something new. And the bangs is taking me through it. I guess, the bangs is just a way to make me enjoy my life as I take it each day as it comes.
I'm glad Jakob is better now...and getting a smile out of your bangs ;)
ReplyDelete...not sure though if he knows the difference between mommy and nanny...hehehe ;)